SEEING MY IDOL FOR THE FIRST TIME
- Clarissa Teng
- Mar 22, 2017
- 4 min read
No one has ever thought that I would admire a Taiwanese artist, Show Lo （ 罗志祥） for such a long time when I usually don't listen to Chinese songs and I've never show my fan girl attitude to anyone else other than my BFFs until recently before and after seeing him in person for the first time in my life.
I've never thought of myself being so crazy over my own idol at the age of 19 when that's what most people would do at a younger age. I've been low-key admiring him for the first 8 years until going crazy over him for the last 2 years was kinda unexpected.
I feel so old to be only doing so at this age ha-ha!
Anyway, admiring him for almost 10 years is kinda insane. It's like I've spent half of my life on that particular person.
Don't ask me why I would admire him, because there might be a 100 reasons for that why.
Putting it in one sentence, he's nearly perfect.
I'm not tryna brag about him. This is what I've seen throughout the years of liking him as a fan of his.
Yes, he's not flawless because people still make mistakes and stuff but his flaws ain't harmful anyway.
Knowing his background stories hits me deep down. Maybe it's because I've went through similar cases of what he was forced to deal with, I felt it deeply and was so impressed by how he could bring about an upswing to his own career after those incidents.
If any of you asked me on how I handled criticism and judgements or some other issues, guess I may have answered you with what I've been taught by him.
To be honest, how far I've come till today has a major part to do with him not failing to motivate me constantly throughout the years.
Recently, I went to his concert held in M'sia at Arena Star of Genting on the 11th March 2017.
It's kinda crazy to think about that it really happened. I still feel like it was a dream though.
I'm not sure what I was doing either when I had an important exam that morning and had to rush up to Genting right after it.
I've been having sleepless night for that few days before the concert because it was the first time after 9 years that I'm seeing him.
疯狂世界 / RULE YOUR CRAZY WORLD
T'was the best night of my life.
I wish I could share videos of the special moments during the concert.
It was absolutely amazing.
Definitely the best concert I've been to so far.
I could remember almost everything that happened on that night itself and would smile stupidly whenever I think of it.
Bet those who actually followed me on Instragram and Snapchat are getting annoyed by the spams as I'm having really serious post-concert depression now though.
That night was insane!
Bet I don't have to say much by looking at those pictures.
(He's soooooo hawt btw, I can't deny that's also part of the reason I'm obsessed with him heh)
Funny, high and emotional moments that happen at his concert.
You've no idea how he could turn his own concert into a club in seconds.
And to be honest, I guess he enjoys his own concert more than we do as an audience though.
I remembered there was a part where we stood up and at that moment when he came over to my side of the stage, we were facing each other. It felt like a heart attack. It felt like he was standing right in front of me although there was a distance. I can't imagine if we were standing side by side, I might break into tears.
Not to forget our surprise for him (that's why he loves M'sia fans more heh).
He said,
”哇，这个画面真的很漂亮，没想到在云顶也能看到星空“.
He changed a phrase of the song lyrics to this,
”万幸的我 谢谢你“.
Glad that we managed to surprise him, he was so amazed by the stars,
and giving us such beautiful appreciation feedback is totally priceless.
At that moment I had goosebumps though, the whole stadium was so beautiful.
Bet everyone who was there that night would remember this scene for as long as possible if not forever.
Double goals checked!
- Going to my idol's concert with my BFF. -
I'm sincerely so grateful to have her accompanying me to the concert!
Wearing his own fashion brand to his concert is a necessity though heh!
An unforgettable night for the ones who were there.
I really can't wait for the next one although it might not be so soon for his next album to be out but at least I fulfilled my own wish after so long and was able to accomplish it before I reach my twenties.
Supporting him continuously will still be my goal cause I have no reasons not to.
# Show Lo Crazy World Malaysia Tour 2017 11.03.2017
Thanks for putting in your 100% to make that night the best night of my life.
Also, thank you for allowing us into your own kind of Crazy World.
I'll see ya soon. x
Till next time,
Lots of love. x
- Cla -
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